I turned thirty next to the glow of white Christmas tree lights. Many memories and moments came flooding back to me, some of which felt incredibly distant. I remember being twenty-two, the year he fell in love with me. Everything is different now. I remember the morning glow on a Saturday as a little girl. The comfort I felt waking up with my toys and my imagination was everything. If that little girl could see […]
She sat in the stillness of her cozy bedroom, moonlight dancing on the walls. A quiet drifted through the house, a quiet she was still getting acquainted with. As she sipped her favorite wine, she was reminded of them, nights on the porch, and meaningful conversation. She sat down to write but realized that every word was consumed with thoughts about what didn’t happen and what she wished had. Every word was about them. She […]
We tether ourselves to other people without ever knowing if they’ll cut the cord or remain connected to us. We never know who will save us or who will wreck us. There’s beauty in the uncertainty, like not knowing the end of a good book. There’s also pain awaiting us in every chapter. Just like a boat tethered to a dock, I tethered to you, when I was young and full of dreams. Through the […]
Every little thing I do I hope you see. I hope you notice the words I write, the songs I play, the photos I take. I hope you think of me when pretty lyrics drift out of your speakers. I hope you think of me when you look up at a sky filled with a million stars. I look in the mirror and curl my hair, hoping you notice the way my hair drapes over […]
As someone with OCD and anxiety, I am no stranger to overthinking and trying to escape the roller coaster of thoughts. Sometimes, all it takes to turn off the negative energy is to refocus your mind. This list is for my over-thinkers… 10 Things to Think About Instead of What’s Bothering You Whenever you’re having a rough day, take a moment to read this list. Remember, we are always capable of changing our state of […]
I wear my heart on my sleeve, but trust doesn’t come easily for me. I’ve been knocked to the ground more times than I can count, but don’t worry…I always get back up. After lying on the ground, I’ve firmly planted my roots. There are rips in my jeans and dust on my boots, but I’m stronger and wiser than before. Despite the pain, my eyes don’t lie and my heart loves to love. I […]
A familiar scent greeted me as I walked through a lonely parking lot. It was an intoxicating and comforting smell…it was a smell that reminded me of someone. The smoke took me back to warm, summer nights when I felt happy and playful. I wanted to run towards the smell and breathe it in, hoping that would make me feel close to you. The smoke was potent and addicting. It was everything you are…a beautiful […]
How to be Content With Your Home We live in a world obsessed with aesthetics, whether we’re talking about interior design, or what restaurant we choose to dine at based on its appearance. In a social media influencer-filled society, sometimes it’s hard not to obsess over our homes. We are constantly staring at perfect images of all-white kitchens, perfectly manicured gardens, and beautiful bedrooms. It’s important to remember that photos can be deceiving. Photos are […]
This post is for all of my anxious people… I know I’ve always been open and honest about my anxiety and living with anxiety daily, but the past two years have hit differently. I’ve grown and transformed as a person and during that transformative journey, my anxiety has changed as well. As you age, anxiety feels different and it affects you differently. The things, people, and issues that once bothered you no longer do. You […]
I used to live for wild, late nights. I used to ache for a glass of Moscato after midnight and moments under the stars. I was an untamed horse, running from the pain. Pretty clothes draped over my tattoos, covering my invisible scars from past trauma. I knew how to hide it all, the fear, the pain, the anxiety, with a smile and my favorite shade of lipstick. The years went by, creating beautiful chapters, […]
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