I turned thirty next to the glow of white Christmas tree lights. Many memories and moments came flooding back to me, some of which felt incredibly distant. I remember being twenty-two, the year he fell in love with me. Everything is different now. I remember the morning glow on a Saturday as a little girl. The comfort I felt waking up with my toys and my imagination was everything. If that little girl could see […]
This post is for all of my anxious people… I know I’ve always been open and honest about my anxiety and living with anxiety daily, but the past two years have hit differently. I’ve grown and transformed as a person and during that transformative journey, my anxiety has changed as well. As you age, anxiety feels different and it affects you differently. The things, people, and issues that once bothered you no longer do. You […]
How to Not Lose Yourself in Motherhood Hi mamas! If you’re a mother, you already know that there’s a lot we talk openly about and a lot that we keep hidden from the world. Sometimes, society is not welcoming to open, honest thoughts. One topic that doesn’t get discussed nearly enough is how many women feel as though they lose themselves after they become moms. They feel less confident and less free. Carrying a child, […]
Whether we want to change and grow or remain the same, trauma and experiences change us. I’m no stranger to growth and change. When I was sixteen and raped, I changed permanently. The girl I was before the sexual assault died. She disappeared in an instant. Becoming a mother changes you in beautiful, complicated ways, and I changed once I became a mother. Last year I went through another trauma that catapulted me into the […]
Hi! I know I have been the absolute worst at posting on my blog over the past year, but it has been one of the hardest years of my life. I didn’t feel creative enough to type up anything worth reading, but I’m feeling so much happier and lighter. I’m back! Did you miss me? I want to take a moment to thank all of my amazing readers and followers who have followed me for […]
Life With a Four-Year-Old and a Newborn I’m living the mommy life with two beautiful children and some days are more hectic than others. Sometimes, you just need a warm bath and a glass of Moscato at the end of the day. Regardless of the crazy days, being a mom is my absolute favorite part of my life. My four-year-old is the reason this blog series exists. Greyson inspired me to write about my adventures […]
It has been a very emotional, trying, yet beautiful month. We had to move unexpectedly during my 38th week of pregnancy, unpack an entire home in two days, I was induced at 39 weeks, spent three days in the hospital, and then came home to a space that was still new to me with a newborn and my four-year-old. We had to move to get away from toxicity caused by a family member and it […]
Hi! I am sorry for my long absence from my blog. I’ve been so busy and I also haven’t felt inspired to write about anything lately. Sometimes, I’d much rather read or pursue one of my other hobbies and passions instead of typing on my laptop. But, with that being said there’s so much to catch my readers up on and I felt compelled today to check-in. I hope all of my loyal, amazing readers […]
Let’s Stop the Mom-Shaming Hi, mamas. We are all familiar with feeling bullied, pressured, or excluded for being different and daring to stand out, or for seeing something different from our peers. We often disagree with our friends’ political views, what they serve for Thanksgiving dinner, or what car they choose to buy, but as parents, the judgment, bullying, and commentary can be much harsher. When you become a mom, there’s a new term you […]
Embrace the Messy Days Hi loves! I am so sorry I haven’t been posting on my blog lately, but life gets busy. I wanted to return to my blog with something special and what’s more special than The Greyson Diaries? For those of you who don’t remember, or for those of you who haven’t read The Greyson Diaries before, it is a blog series dedicated to motherhood and my beautiful little boy, named Greyson. I […]
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